A warm welcome to my first newsletter of 2017, January went quickly didn’t it and now we are well and truly into the new energy of this year.
I pondered what to write about and a theme came out of something else. I am in the exciting position of being about to employ someone to take on the packing and posting of the Metatron sprays – the Metatron Colour System has taken off beyond my wildest dreams and I need someone now to really take this on so I can get on with other projects and ideas.
I have been very tired as I have been juggling many jobs and roles for a few months now and so this new help will be Metatron sent I am sure. However the exhaustion I was feeling prompted something else I wanted to talk to you about … GUILT.
It was prompted as things usually are by something quite silly. I decided as I am tired to not work a second day at an event I had signed up for, it also tied into my Mothers birthday so I decided to just do the one day and be with her instead. Even though I knew this was the right thing for me I still felt guilty for letting people down (not my mum I would have seen her anyway). I then went out to lunch on the day I ‘should’ have been working and bumped into a friend who I hadn’t seen for ages and felt guilty I had been too busy to see her. On the same day my daughter became ill with a high temperature so I felt guilty that I had been intending to work and would have not been there when she needed me. By the end of all these guilt trips I was even more exhausted… but also wise enough to know it was ridiculous – who was judging me anyway – it was myself!
Why do we do this to ourselves? Why instead don’t we do what is actually asked of us by spirit and just do what we can. Angels and Archangels know it’s not the easiest planet to be on much of the time – why do you think so many flock to help us every day?! We make it even harder for them to help us, for example find peace or stillness, by these constant blocks and judgements we place on ourselves.
I grew up with a permanent motto repeated by my father – along the lines of ‘as long as you do your best that’s all that is required’… I think this is really accurate - so since when did I and countless others add in the other words ‘and be perfect’ into the equation.
No one asks us to be perfect - we are all just doing the best we can – why don’t we all GIVE OURSELVES SOME SLACK.
The energy of the world feels taught and tight right now – and we are adding to it by this permanent sense of ‘shoulds’ and guilt at what we aren’t doing… whether that’s losing weight, exercising or something much bigger.
It’s time to drop the word Should and also drop the Guilt…
Where does it come from anyway….?
I think deep down it is always about putting others before our self. Although there is a time and place for this – it has to be balanced by self care - particularly if we are Light Workers here to serve others. If you are such a person by nature you often put others first – but this year with so much to do, and so much to happen for us all we have to drop the high expectations we have placed on ourselves and listen instead to the sweet gentle rumblings of spirit that just says ‘Be Yourself… do what you can… and we love you and thank you for that’.
I don’t know about you but for me that feels a much more comfortable space to be and from that place of ease and peace many other beautiful things can grow.
Tied into finding the space we all need is another important aspect – really choosing how and where and with whom you spend your time and energy. Maybe you are doing too much, trying to stay connected to too many people, juggling simply too many things.
Why not throw the balls up in the air and see which ones you get left with… those will be the ones you actually valued and hence saved to carry forward.
This February choose carefully, allow space and time for you, let go of the guilt which is only old patterning that you don’t have to listen to any more.
By finding your own still centre – that place of total clarity, peace and safety within – you are able to steer your own ship through whatever waters are around you at this time.
I wish you well.. I wish you to be captain of your own ship this February – the angels are behind you but need you to steer softly…